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Monday blues today, although I'm not working now but I dunno why it hit onto me. Had a call from an agent last week for a job, but I guess the chance of getting even a job interview is almost nil. Heard somewhere that looking for jobs near the end of the year is going to be difficult. Probably the start of next year would be better. Heck la, I haven't even send a single resume out yet. Lol.

I love John Little for their discounts now! I'm trying to source for makeup loots with huge discount deals. Weet~ Yesterday went to source for a good eyeliner at John Little orchard area but I hate the staffs there. One of the auntie staffs is being nasty in her attitude and she was blocking my way while I was browsing the eyeliner section. Forget it if she doesn't ask me if I need any help ('cos usually I dun need staff to serve me), but treating me as though I'm invisible and blocking my view when I'm trying to browse items is so annoying. It's like she did it on purpose, as she thinks I can't afford to buy?

After awhile, saw her serving another mature looking customer. I was like wth? Nevermind, in the end I still bought my eyeliner because the discount is too tempting. I think John Little at Marina Square is so much better; at least they have polite staffs.

I bought this:

I need to start practising on liquid eyeliner because I'm a noob at this. Lol..

6:06 PM

Yawns.. I've been feeling extremely lethargic for no reasons lately. I can sleep for a full 12 hours and a few hours later, I'll be feeling tired again. At this rate I'm going, I'll become a fat pig who only eats and sleeps.

The colour of my hair now looks slightly brighter - slightly reddish brown. Actually I kinda like reddish brown hair because it makes me look 'lively'. Lol.. Maybe I'll opt for reddish brown tones if I'm going to dye my hair in salons next time.

And I just cut my own fringe today. Ugh just can't stand long fringes that poke my eyes.

Am craving for McDonalds now.. see what I mean when I said I'll become like a pig. I feel like eating their fries now arhh... Right now, they have this Monopoly campaign going on, which reminds me of the craze over Hello Kitty last time. Heard that lots of people are going gaga over this Monopoly now. If only I can win that 50 K prize.. wahaha fat hope.

Ah well, I'm really feeling hungry now. Shall go source for food and shower now. Bye.

11:05 PM

Finally got my hands on Liese Bubble Hair Colour in Cassis Berry after procrastinating for so long.

The reason why I thought of trying this is because it's in bubble foam, so I thought it should be much easier to apply compared to those cream ones? I usually dyed my hair in salon because of my hair length, but I thought I wanna give this a try. The colours look vibrant too, and I'm kinda sick of brown hair, so after I kept comparing between Sweet Pink and Cassis Berry, I decided to get this instead. It's supposed to give me a glamourous pink with a touch of brown hair, as stated on the box.

So I immediately tried this after I reached home. Spent an hour plus in the bathroom until it stinks so much that I really thought I'm gonna faint.

This is before I dyed my hair. Ignore the kuku hair.

Maybe I'm either not cut out to DIY my hair, or my hair is way too long and difficult for me to colour it easily. I thought it'll be easy but I was wrong. My eyes and nose were overwhelmed by the pungent smell of ammonia and it was really SMELLY. Actually that was expected but it's not the main problem. As for the bubbles part, I had a hard time lathering the foam onto my hair as the bubbles kept disappearing and I had to lather more again and again until I'm so freaking tired.

I wonder how people can do it without much effort. I guess I better stick to salons next time. Gosh.

For the end result, my hair became much darker (wtf?). I'm not posting any pics because I wanna see whether the colour will change for the next few days. It definitely looks way different from the colour shown on the packaging. Argh waste of my time and money. I can top up slightly more and dye my hair in JB. Ok no more DIY already.

Till now, my nose is still lingered with the ammonia smell and I really feel sick now.

Anyway, I just downloaded a new Firefox skin for my browser. Looks so damn cool and chio now. Heh.

1:25 AM

Woke up with an irritated sore throat. :( I think these past late nights plus eating too much fried stuffs are causing the problem. Talking about sore throat, it reminded me of the show I watched about a woman with an awkwardly huge tongue that's 3 times the normal size of a human's! It's a sort of disease and I think it's really poor thing.

And recently, I just found out that my friend's dog, Prince had just passed away due to an illness. :(

He's a sweet, obedient dog who doesn't really bark but just look at you with cute innocent eyes. Sigh.. I'm sort of missing him, and this is the only pic that I've taken with him. Just pray that he will rest in peace.

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Currently playing my Sims 3 PC game, but on an infrequent basis. From the start of playing Sims 1 till Sims 3, I find that there's not much difference and I grew bored quite easily. I used to love simulation games alot, but there'll always come to a point when the game starts to get repetitive and there's no ending to it; you just have to continue playing until the Sims died.

I sometimes don't understand how a person whom I don't know can manage to add me as a friend in Facebook. The thing is, we don't even have mutual friends in common, and that's why I find it puzzled. Already encountered quite a few friend requests, regardless of males or females. They just randomly add you and then I was thinking "Who the hell is this person?" So weird.

Still hesitating whether I should get a haircut, but I think most probably will because I intend to change my hair colour. Hehe.

6:42 PM

McDonald's version of "I'm Yours - Jason Mraz"

Ang Moh version

Singapore version

I think the Singapore's version should be much more creative, rather than just copying the Ang Moh's version. But kudos to their courage to sing in public, because most Singaporeans are boring, including me. Lol..

And I happen to see this video somewhere. LOL... Really wtf.

KFC 爷爷 won.

8:52 PM

Really BORED. I kept playing Bejeweled in Facebook today to keep me occupied. See how bored I am. I'm not in the least interested in this year's F1 race, probably the excitement died down right after the previous one.

My whole body's aching now after a game of sports yesterday. This shows how long I haven't been exercising. Ouch.

I'm so easily tired and sleepy nowadays and I don't even have the mood to find jobs now. Just thinking of finding one gives me headache. I don't even have the mood to go shopping nowadays. My mind keeps thinking of going on a holiday, like seriously. It doesn't matter if it's a short trip or what, at least it keeps my mind off on something which I don't wish to think about.

I think I'm a person who loves procrastinating alot. Haha.

Can't even find any interesting stuffs to blog about, because I'm too bored.

6:32 PM

These were taken a couple of weeks ago at Iluma. Ice cream catcher? Lol wth. I won't be so silly to try getting those.

And meet Nike the adorable Westie. Playing with him is so fun as he always like to sa jiao, although he's a little aggressive towards other dogs. I still remember he tried to bite me when I first saw him. He's not my dog though. Heh..

I wish I can own this Corgi puppy. Awwww freeaaakkking cute lor!

I had this sudden urge of just immigrating to another country and get away from the stressful and suffocating lifestyle here. Probably I'm just tired of the systematic Singaporean lifestyle, which is to get a degree, get a well paying job and work till you die. I don't wanna live this way at all and I don't wanna work till I die. Ok la maybe not that exaggerating, but everyone knows that you can't survive without good qualifications in Singapore.

I don't like the life I'm living right now. Finding whatever jobs now are sort of futile because I just don't have the interest to work. It's not that I'm lazy to work, but after stepping into the working life for a couple of years, it made me realize that I really hate working life. Of course I know that "no work, no money".

Who knows maybe I'll be moving to another country for good? Haha..

9:25 PM

Ahhh.. look at how long I haven't been updating my blog. I can't access internet for the past 1 week, which I had no idea what went wrong. Luckily my cousin fixed the problem and now I'm able to surf net! I seriously feel that life without internet is like being in hell.

It's also the first week since I've quit my job. The feeling of slacking and bumming around is actually better than working in that shitty company. Haha. On the last day of work, the HR manager asked me why I wanna quit. I've a whole long list of things I'm unhappy with but I only mentioned a few - inflexible time, not able to surf internet blah blah. Then she asked me if the colleagues are ok, and I wanted to mention about my manager but whatever, I shall not bear grudges because who knows I might meet him on the streets one day. Lol..

And now, future seems to be bleak for me. I'd totally no idea what my next job will be like. I feel so sick of office jobs unless the company provides a fun working environment. I don't usually stay long in one company, because I feel that environment and job scope will determine whether I'll stick long enough in that job.

But the best is to be my own boss!! I wanna have my own business, but it will not be so easily achieved. Maybe having an online business will be a starting point?

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Caught 2 movies recently - Year One and G Force. Both are not really exceptionally good, especially G Force because I'd expected it to be better. Nevertheless, the guinea pigs are quite cute. Lol..

I feel like doing curls to my hair, but a bit apprehensive because I've always been having straight hair for 22 years. It's actually a bit boring, that's why I want a new change of hairstyle. Not forgetting that I also wanna colour my hair because the colour's already fading. :(

Anyway, I shall spend my days rotting by playing facebook games or playing my long forgotten DS which I haven't been playing since ages. I need fun injected into my life now...!!!

11:28 PM

After all the procrastination, I think the time has come for me to quit my job, although I've said countless of times to several people that I wanna quit. Lol.. It's been 4 months plus ever since, and I quite admire myself for enduring long enough to tolerate all these shit.

I thought I can tolerate even longer, till probably when my 6 months probation is over, but I find it harder to continue staying in this shitty company with a shitty manager who knows nuts about everything. That's why I said this company has nothing but full of shit.

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I feel like trying the new hair dye product... it looks easier to DIY with the new bubble foam thingy. If it's good, I think I can stop going to salons already. Heh.

Pink! I wonder if it's too striking and really pink, but the colour looks really special.

I feel like going on a holiday to Taiwan or somewhere. I need a getaway to relieve stress! Don't really feel like finding a job yet, although I know it's gonna take months for me to find one. Shall take one step at a time and see how it goes. Boooo.. I hate working life! :(

8:01 PM

I think I'm abandoning this blog sooner or later, because I really didn't have the mood to blog about anything lately even though I have lots of rants going on in my mind. I know that I've not been blogging about happy stuffs for a long time.

Still, I have some things I wanna vent it out. Nothing seems to make me feel happy recently, probably 'cos of my mood swings. I have sort of unpredictable mood swings whenever the time of the month arrives. It's uncontrollable when I simply flared up over the smallest matter.

Too many people have been pissing me off too much lately. Few of them are from my company. I don't know why but I just can't help feeling that they are the most stupid and retarded people I've ever met. Stupid is a strong word but it's the best word I can find for them.

Take for eg. the DTP artist whom is my colleague in the same dept. She's a classic example of a noob. I seriously think she has a low IQ of 20, maybe? She has difficulty comprehending even when I'm trying to explain to her in the simplest form of English. When I'm asking her A, she can tell me B. When I'm asking her B, she will tell me C. Fucking retard. -.-

She can ask me to help her send an email to USA because she claims she doesn't know to explain in email. I think it's called plain stupidity or laziness. Some people just need to be spoonfed. And she definitely has hearing problems or just being "dao". When people standing next to her calling her name several times, she can totally bo chup at all. It's not the first time already, and I've experienced that before.

I think stupidity is an incurable disease, probably for her.

Lazy to type any longer. Shall end here for now.

1:25 PM

Just ditched my old Nokia phone and got myself a new one!

Samsung Star in pink~ So chio... I like! (Although the colour is quite bimbotic, but who cares)

I kept playing with the phone in the office while I'm feeling bored. Talking about my company makes me pissed off. That stupid HR manager bitch sent an email today to our dept, saying that me and the other guy did not switch off our com monitor when we left the office.. blah blah...

Like seriously, wtf? Lao niang don't switch off monitor also need to be warned? She keeps nitpicking on every single stuff, keeps talking about company policies as though she's reciting the bible. Tmd so irritating.

Anyway back to the phone topic. I fiddled with the phone camera to see how the camera quality is like.

Me taking pic in the office. Lol~

The photo quality looks much better than viewed on the phone itself. Honestly, my previous Nokia phone has better camera than this. This Samsung phone doesn't have auto focus and flash. -.-"

Never mind, I'm not really fussy about the camera, as long as it takes decent photos. Lol..

My neck and shoulders kept aching like nobody's business. T_T I wanna go for a nice soothing massage! My head is not spared from the pain today, because I hit my head with the carpark gantry thingy (dunno what's that called). I just wanted to walk the shortcut way from my office to the company bus, and somehow I'm being unlucky today and the thing just hit my head like a knife cutting a carrot. Damn painful can!!! I think I'm gonna be a retard soon. Lol... Felt blur at that moment and the impact was quite strong.

I kept thinking when I wanna quit. Haven't really decided the day yet, but I think it'll be coming soon.. Lol..

8:38 PM

I seriously think that my manager is a total noob. He knows nuts about our company website, and wants things his own way even after trying to explain to him how things work. Tsk.. and the DTP artist keeps asking me about doing the flash thingy, which I had very little knowledge of. Yet that stupid manager kept pushing me to do the flash, which I already mentioned to him before that it's not within my job scope and I don't even know how. Moreover the flash software isn't even installed in my com! You tell me how la! -.-

I mean, hello? How come USA has different people to do different tasks, yet I'm suppose to do the flash thingy myself? They have their own web designer, and I'm just doing web content, not a web designer or whatever. Even if I know how, I won't be idiotic to show that I know how to do it. I'm being paid peanuts, and nobody seems to give a shit of what I do anyway.

Now I understand why the previous guy before me quit after 4 months. I think it's my turn soon.. haha. The only thing I'm looking forward about work is my pay at the end of the month. I don't have the morale to do things well when the manager doesn't even understand what I'm doing and why I'm being employed in this company for.

Ok, shall stop ranting about work for now.

Watched Harry Potter The Half Blood Prince movie on Saturday, and I must say it's so damn BORING. I sat throughout the whole show for almost 3 hours till my butt is painful. It's so uninteresting that I felt like falling asleep. I think sticking to the book is so much better than watching the movie. The part when Dumbledore used his last bit of magic to help Harry by finishing off those creatures was quite touching though, but too little details on exciting parts and too much focus on minor stuffs. So sad that I haven't even read the last book yet..

Anyway, I heard that a 3D movie for Final Destination will be coming up soon. Somehow reminded me of My Bloody Valentine movie in 3D that I watched before. I think it'll be damn cool, and it's definitely better than watching animation in 3D. 3D animation to me just doesn't seem worth to watch. Lol..

I wanna change my phone, and most probably getting a new phone number. I hate it when ah neis like to keep calling me, as though my number comes from Bollywood. -.-

12:18 AM

Here's a proper update after for so long. :)

Today, the bitches on the company bus were damn noisy as they were laughing and talking like a bunch of monkeys. 一群臭婆娘. I can even hear their incessant loud noises while listening to mp3. -.-

My neck's still aching now and then, and it's irritating the hell out of me. It's always at the same spot where the ache is. I don't know what else I can do except stretching and cracking my bones till I feel slightly better.

On a sidenote, I'm contemplating of buying a new handphone and I'm more of looking towards Samsung phones.

Samsung Ultratouch

or

Samsung Star?

I prefer Samsung Star based on the design and the colour ('cos it's pink!), but I was thinking whether I'll ever get used to touch screen phone. At least Ultratouch has both keypads and a touch screen. Aiya shall see how la..

Sunday, 12th july
Outing with the poly peeps at Suntec, followed by Clarke Quay. :)

The guys were deciding for quite long on where to go for lunch, and I only contributed some suggestions as I already ate lunch on that day. Finally in the end, we went to Pastamania. Lol..

Headed to the arcade since there's nothing much we can do at Suntec. Ahh.. I think I still feel like a kid lor.. Still feel excited over a game. :D

After awhile, Liting had to go to Chinatown to collect something, so we followed her and thought of settling our dinner there. I had a sudden craving for bak kut teh, so I suggested going to Clarke Quay instead. Hehe.

The yummy pig trotters... Sinful but deeelicious!!

Eating like a hungry pig. LOL~~!

I ate until shiok shiok. :p After that, we walked around Boat Quay after the fulfilling dinner.

Then, we started to take many nonsensical photos with Liting's DSLR 'cos we were damn boliao. Haha..

Posing with the statue.

By the river. I don't understand why there's a big gap in between. Lol..

On the way, there's this 怪叔叔 who turned his head and kept staring at me for like 3 seconds before he walked off. It gave me goosebumps and I felt super uncomfortable. Eeeww..

On the railings. Seriously.. the whole day we were busy taking photos lor.. Hahaha..

Me wearing Junwen's cap. Trying to act hip hop.. Wahaha~~

Me posing with a lamp post.

Zhihao's trying to imitate my pose but failed. Wrong leg la dey. Lol~~

Too dark to see our faces, but I think the lightings on the ground are quite nice.

Tio summon for exceeding parking time. Haha.. He still can pose and smile with the ticket. Win liao lor...

I think that's all.. There are far too many photos to be uploaded which I'm lazy and I'm just picking a few random ones. :)

P.S I feel like taking unpaid leave tomorrow because I'm so so so sick of work and there's nothing much for me to and I don't wanna rot in the office whole day staring at the stupid com with no internet. Tsk.

9:18 PM

Using the mask now as I'm typing this, and it makes me a little refreshed after a shag day. I felt quite pissed off with some of the minor things that happened today, because it seems as though things/people keep going against me.

Took half day off yesterday in the afternoon as I was having a headache, followed by giddiness. Manager wasn't around yesterday, so I simply just emailed my dept ppl without notifying the HR that I was taking leave. It totally didn't cross my mind, because I just wanted to go off quickly.

The next morning, I suddenly remembered that I was suppose to inform HR, because it's our so called responsibility to adhere to their stupid policy. Well, the HR bitch emailed me about it, making a huge fuss and I thought of just ignoring the email without replying. When manager wanted to see me about this issue, I was like wtf? Is it really such a big issue to keep harping on it? I mean, at least I took the responsibility of filling up the leave application form and let my manager sign today. I can totally just heck care and pretend that I had never taken leave, and nobody will know. It's not like I purposely don't wanna inform HR right.

He even wanted me to go see the HR bitch, but I was really reluctant to do so. I didn't wanna see her face that always give a smirky look. It's so damn bloody irritating. In the end, I just emailed telling her that I'll take note of this in future blah blah.. -.-"

Was sort of late today for work, and I realize that we are suppose to call the stupid HR hotline should we fail to report to work on time. Nabei. Seriously, I don't really care. I really really contemplate of just handing in my resignation letter and end this retarded nonsense once and for all. Totally sick of this job and everything about it. The only good thing about me being on probation is that I can just give 1 day's notice and I can leave that bloody company for good.

And I dread going to work tomorrow and the coming weekdays. Sickening la.. T_T

1:02 AM

My shoulders and neck have been aching quite badly the past few days, especially when I'm using com in the office. Even thought of going for a massage but was worried that it's just a waste of money without relieving any pain at all. In the end my ache recovered by itself, but I think it will come back again maybe. :(

Went to eat prata at Thomson with Liting and Zhihao on Thursday night.

Liting ordered Uttapam with Cheese. All of us tasted and find it a bit sour and I don't like it. In the end she left half of the portion uneaten. Lol.. wasted.

My egg prata is the safest bet. Lol.. but I find the prata a little too thin. Tasted more like tissue prata.

Zhihao's banana and chocolate prata. Not bad, but find it a little too sweet for my liking. Hehe.

Wanted to stay out late but due to work the next day, I need ample rest or else I'll be very lethargic. Sian.. I really hate my work. :(

Anyway, went to catch a movie "I Love You, Man" yesterday. Quite a light hearted movie with some funny dialogues during the show. I wanna watch Harry Potter: The Half Blood Prince movie, but I can't really recall whether I read that book before. I think I already forgotten the whole story. :/

Time passes so fast and it's gonna be weekday soon. :(

I hate work!!!!!

1:41 PM

Work's still the same old boring routine. I shall rate work as the best solution for curing insomnia (if I have any), even better than sleeping pills because I always fall asleep in the office without fail. Lol..

Coloured my hair on Monday and the fat woman who washed my hair sucks lor. She's so dedicated in her job that she washed my face as well. -.-" Not the whole face though but I seriously don't know how she can qualify as a hairdresser. She managed to stain my white pants with the colour dye as well. Nei nei.

And I just realized that my hair has finally reached my boobs. LOL.. Waited this day for so long.. I think I've been waiting for my hair to grow since 1 year plus ago. Still remembered last time when my hair was only above shoulder length and fringe was like mushroom. -.-

Anyway, my hand was feeling itchy just now and I went to cut my own fringe. Lol.. I'm not a pro but I tried my best. I didn't dare to cut my fringe at salons anymore after so many traumatic experiences. Now my fringe looks a bit kuku la but aiya, it will grow long soon.

Encountered a weird man which I think is a crazy one. He suddenly halted infront of me and at first I thought he wanna ask directions or something. He only just stared at me and look as though he wanna kill me. So scary. So many crazy people on the streets nowadays.. Why IMH never do their job huh..

By the way I'm taking leave this Friday. Woohoo!! Can't wait to enjoy the long weekend because work really sucks.

Shall end this post with my face.

Yay.. See how happy I am looking forward to weekend! LOL.. Ok it's retarded.

9:02 PM

I was actually thinking of sleeping early tonight, but ended up blogging now because I thought I'm very bored and that I'll have no chance of accessing internet in my stupid office.

Ya, I'm so bored that I doodled this in the office. Meh~ Quite some time ago.

And ya, I'm so bored that I took pictures of myself in the office. Look at my expression and you'll know how much I hate working there. Oooo I love my hair in this picture. Hehehe..

I'm also very random to take this picture of the poster pasted behind every toilet door in the cubicle. See how stupid it is. I really feel like I'm in a primary school and it makes me feel young again for being treated like a school kid, if there's any consolation.

Really can't find the joy in working there at all. I often try to occupy and entertain myself by listening to mp3 and finding things to do because most of the time I'll be rotting. I can't believe that my ex Blue colleagues are complaining when they have no work to do, but they didn't know how fortunate they are to have internet. -.-

Let's see how long I can last. It seems like a marathon but I'll try to run the race a little longer, if I could.

P.S Missed the bus today and was late for 1 min, even though I tried to walk very fast and strained my leg muscles and it's so painful that I feel my legs are going to break and drop on the ground.

Sorry for the incessant grumbling, because I just can't help it. :|

12:20 AM

I'm getting sick of my job as time goes by. It's been 1 month and few days now, and the feeling of going to work everyday just dampens my mood. Trying to endure as what people have been telling me, saying that the economy is bad blah blah.

Yeah I know, if not I won't be sticking around for so long. But I wonder what's the use of living when one hates his job but hangs on just for the sake of money? I don't know, just pondering over this question. Today had the strongest urge of just leaving all my work there and quit on the spot. Feeling extremely sleepy that I kept falling asleep at my workdesk. Lol.

And I need to wake up early in the morning at 5 plus tomorrow for some stupid training. Wtf. -.-

And there's this guy whom I don't know added me in msn, and for some reason I stupidly went to view his webcam and saw something which I'm not suppose to see. -.-"

I hope my eyes won't go sore tomorrow. Argh damnit. That psychotic pervert. Thou shall not see evil. Immediately deleted his contact after that.

Think I'm going to bed soon, if not I'll be getting grumpy again. Ahhh shucks.

Tomorrow will be a better day, I hope. *Cross fingers*

10:57 PM

I know I've not been blogging nowadays, because there isn't much to talk about, so... Anyway not many people read my blog la, that's why I can't be bothered. Lol.

Have been thinking quite alot recently, but I chose not to think about the unhappy stuffs.

If it's meant to end, it will end eventually. No point dragging it even though it seems as though no problems exist but underneath the surface, we know it's not working. Just sincerely hope that you can finally move on and so we can lead our own lives in a better way. :)

Have been feeling exceptionally lazy, not that I'm not lazy now but I don't know why I have no motivation to do something useful. Haha.. The lazy bugs are all over inside my body. And I've been sleeping irregularly and caused my face to suffer massive breakouts. Argh damn the God who created humans to have pimples.

I've got no inspirations to blog at all, but I thought I just wanna make my blog a bit alive. Haha. And now my stomach's muscles are strained and it feels as though I've done some sit ups when I did none at all. It's quite painful when I sit straight. No idea why it's like that.

And work is still the same boring one. Just heard 2 of my colleagues having a conflict which I don't know what happened. And one of the colleagues was being extremely grumpy and kept mumbling to herself. I think she's suffering from menopause. My department is extremely boring and filled with aunties lor. How to enjoy working environment like this? Not to mention there's no internet access at all. Tamade. -.-

Ok, I'm running out of things to blog le. Tadah. Lol..

1:40 PM

Wow. It's been ages since I've last updated my blog. Neglected it for so long. Heh.

Work has barely started for less than 2 weeks, and I'm already sick of that job. It's not about the job itself, but the working environment. Totally lifeless and sucky. Let's see why it sucks.

- No internet access (Kill me please)
- No MSN (Another killer)
- Punctuality (Cannot be late for a freaking single min)
- Journey along the way to office is sucky
- Old auntie colleagues which I can't seem to click well with
- No eating at work desk
- Need to arrive office early for training every week

And many other more restrictions which I'm lazy to list out. The first 2 can already kill me instantly, especially the first few days of work when I had nothing to do at all. I mean wtf. It's really ridiculous and I wonder how do people tolerate working in this freaking environment.

Suddenly I missed my previous co. so much, sigh. I had this strong feeling that I won't be staying there for long, because it's just not the environment that I want. Just thinking about waking up at 5 plus on this Friday makes me feel like shit.

Had a few things going on but I don't have the memory to jot them down. I shall try to blog as often as possible (which I think it's quite hard). I'm already anticipating to doze off at work tomorrow.

Aiyah, don't know what to write already. My mind is full of "I don't wanna work tomorrow" thoughts. Lol. I shall try to stick around for 1 month before I decide anything. 1 month to me is like a year, torturous and slow death.

Shall end here for now. Zzzzz

11:41 PM

Sometimes I wish to be single again, and now I really feel like being one.

My mood was totally spoilt last night. I just wanna thoroughly enjoy being out with my friends, and I was forced to lie to you because I know you would be worried. And I was right. No matter how truthful I was to you the previous times, it doesn't seem to make you gain trust in me at all.

Everyday without fail you would keep asking me what I'm doing right now, as if you are interrogating a criminal. I'm tired and sick of reporting to you, but I still did that. Even when I'm out with friends, you would even sms me. The chains of restrictions are bounded onto me when all I wanted was just a little privacy and freedom.

You said you trust me whatever I was doing outside, but I really doubt so. Your actions already revealed your inner thoughts. When you told me how worried you were and stayed under my blk waiting for me, I was really scared of you. Totally. It freaked me out.

Despite assuring you and sending you sms, you still chose to do it your own way. I understand your worries, but I think it's becoming overboard. I just want a little peace, is that so difficult at all?

When I told you truthfully I was out with guy friends, I know you are unhappy about it although you didn't say it out. All I wanted was just TRUST AND RESPECT. Yet you used your unwanted worries and set it upon me, making me feel like the most guilty person ever.

I don't want this kind of restriction. I'm really sick and tired of it already.

And I wanna be single again. Seriously.

3:48 PM

Starting work next Monday, and I have this dreadful feeling about it. Dunno why but I think I'm too used to staying at home rotting and slacking that I don't have the slightest mood to go work. Working life is so mundane and tedious. Imagine waking up early in the morning (my job doesn't allow me to arrive late even for a minute -.-) when I'm already so used to sleeping and waking up late. I think I really got to adjust my lifestyle back to normal.

Bought several clothes for work wear and I already spent a couple of hundred bucks. Guess I really need to start working soon to earn back those money. If not, my bank account will be depleting soon like crazy.

Just now I was turning on my com, and there's this noisy fan sound coming from the CPU which I've never experienced it before. Then the com kinda went cranky and the screen showed me a weird menu which I've never seen before. I thought my com was dead, but eventually nothing bad happened. Phew. I don't want anything happen to my com, if not I don't know how am I gonna spend the days without a com.

I still have many things to buy, and I'm waiting for my clothes to arrive in my mailbox. Actually I have no exact idea of the dress code, except that I know it's working clothes. -.-

3:34 PM

I'm getting rather lazy to blog nowadays, dunno why but I'm growing exceptionally lazy as time goes by.

Went for job interview last Tuesday and I was stuck in the room for about 1 and a half hour before I came out. First person who interviewed me was a guy and he asked me lots of questions regarding my previous job. After his interview, he told me that the HR personnel will be coming in shortly to interview me again.

I was like "huh again?". After he left, shortly after came a grumpy looking woman in her mid 30s to 40s. I had this immediate feeling that it wasn't going to be good. She asked me lots of questions regarding the job which I'm applying, trying to test my reaction and judging what kind of replies I'm gonna give her.

Ugh, I totally dislike her as she passed some insensitive comments like "What went wrong when you had been jobless for 6 months eh?" and she gave a snotty face as though she's looking down on me or what. Like wtf?!

Tsk. Screw her upside down. That 老处女 face gives me the impression that no guys will ever marry her. Oops I forgot that nobody will bother to fark her because it's mouldy down her nether regions. Hehe.

That's like the worst interview I've ever had. I was cursing her in my mind when she was talking to me. Fugly old hag. Even when I'm about to leave, she gave this sort of snobbish expression that I feel like bashing her up.

Felt bad that Dear waited for me for so long, as we were planning to go to zoo after my interview. It was our 2nd Zoo trip, yet again. He had gotten free admission so we thought of not wasting it.

The new Carousel! $4 per ride.

The Kiosk selling $3 for a packet of chips or a bottle of mineral water. -.-

The cute Polar Bear in a funny sitting position. Lol

The Little Pony. I don't dare to stay too close to it 'cos I was afraid it will bite me. Haha..

Lazy to upload more pics. Yeah, that's how lazy I am now. A second trip somehow makes it seem a little boring but thankfully there's the new animals corner after the renovation had completed.

Ok shall stop here already. Ciaos.

4:59 PM

Yesterday received a call from an agent, saying that he will send my resume to his client. This morning, I was awoken twice by 2 calls. The 1st call was actually some stupid person calling me to do some SIA survey, wtf. I thought it was a person asking me to come down for interview or what.

The 2nd call was much better. It's another person asking me to come down for interview next week, but it's another job position. Yeah, like finally. Hopefully I can get pass through the interview round and faster get the job. I need monehhh~~~ My voice was so groggy and my mind was still blur when I answered those phone calls.

Last week went to Zhihao's house to cook dinner, but first we went for grocery shopping and we even need to buy basic necessities, like salt and oil because his kitchen was pathetic. Almost everything was expired. -.-

After finished buying our stuffs at the supermarket, there's this cheena auntie who spoke in a super strong accent blocking our path, and both Liting and I were dumbfounded. Lol. She kept pointing to the stamp and implied to us that she wanted us to redeem the stamps from our receipt.

Zhihao was the victim and he was forced by that auntie to go redeem the stamps for her. LOL. We wanted to escape but she forbidded us to go off. Tsk. It's kind of annoying, but the way how Zhihao talked to her made us laugh like mad. Hahaha.

After that, we finally reached his house and started preparing for the food!

Look at how mouldy the soya sauce container is. Shows how long it's been unused. -.-

Ingredients laid out ready to be cooked.

Me cooking seafood spaghetti!

Zhihao posing and acting as if he's really cooking, but no, he only knows how to eat. LOL.

Another fake pose of Zhihao instructing Liting how to cook. LMAO!!

My masterpiece - Seafood Aglio Olio~~!

And second dish - Stir fried sambal kangkong with prawns. Cooked by me and Liting.

Liting's dish - Butter mushrooms. Both me and Zhihao refused to eat. Hahaha... But we were forced to eat a bit. Lol.. :|

Ready to makan!!

Timer shot. LOL.. Our funny expressions.

And lastly... our ice cream dessert~~!

After reaching home, I suddenly remembered that we forgot all about the eggs when we had already bought them! Arhhhh... wasted. I bet Zhihao won't be touching those eggs and will let them rot. Lol..

Cooking is fun, but preparing the ingredients and washing the dishes are a chore. I wanna try learning to cook other dishes if possible. :)

5:05 PM

Omg.. I've been addicted to Leona Lewis's songs currently. I mean quite a few of her songs are so damn nice that I keep playing them in my playlist. Her vocals are so powerful and impactful that I think she's one of the few whom I think has the best voice ever.

2 of my favourites (No MTVs, just listen to the song only):

Take a bow (Same song title as Rihanna's but different song and much better) :

I Will Be (Avril Lavigne Ft. Leona Lewis):

I think someone did the edits to this song, because I don't think the original sounds like that.

And of course not to forget her classics like Better in Time and Bleeding Love.

I watched the youtube and she was singing on American Idol (Or UK Idol) live and even Simon Cowell couldn't stop praising her voice and stood up and clapped for her. So rare lor.

And I realise that she's only 2 years older than me. -.-

There's this hype about the singer Lady Gaga recently, because I keep hearing people mentioning her name. Almost all her songs are disco types and they are not really my cup of tea. Leona Lewis still rules. LOL.

5:24 PM

Happy 3rd year anniversary on 16th March, Dear!

I've been hearing more and more strange noises coming from upstairs, even in ungodly hours like 12am or even 4am, and the occurrence of these noises are getting more and more. I hope I'm not hallucinating but I can't make out exactly what the sound is. It's like moving furniture sound or faint echoes that give me slight goosebumps.

Anyway, it's just plain annoying. I guess it's that new occupant that keeps making a din. It wasn't like this until recently.

I'll be entirely bored this week since that boy is going on cruise with his friends. Damn jealous. =/

Not sure if I have plans on this week, but I think I'll be bored to death and rot if I don't.

6:02 PM

Watched My Bloody Valentine yesterday with Dear.

The movie's in 3D, so we need to wear those 'special' glasses for the show. Damn excited about it because it was our first time watching 3D movie in a cinema. Haha.

I cringed alot throughout the whole show because there were so many gruesome scenes of cutting up of human limbs and organs, and the 3D effect makes it seem as though the killer threw a pickaxe right infront of your face. Of course, I flinched. Lol. But dear said it's not very gruesome at all. -.-

And the glasses caused one of my ears pain. Overall it was quite interesting la.

We were also at Bugis yesterday and there's the campus superstar event held over there. The first contestant really sang very well, but I don't like that small kid. I dunno what's the hell good about him. Maybe good at acting cute, perhaps.

And we saw Zhou Chongqing walking past us. Lol.

Oh yeah, I'm sort of addicted to playing Facebook games, thanks to dear. I tried hard to keep breaking records and make new high scores. Lol. But after awhile I played until I was quite tired of it already.

And today was such a damn good weather to sleep. I only woke up at 4pm. Lol. Now I'm feeling sort of sleepy again...

6:45 PM

The annoying noise pollution coming from the drilling noises upstairs are driving me nuts. It's been ongoing from 10am till now (as I'm typing this). Arghhh the noises had disturbed my sleep, or else I'd have been still sleeping. *&$^&@#@()#@

I'm having a headache after all these noise pollution. I had a feeling this will continue for another 2 or 3 more days. Damnit. Think I'll go crazy soon. Grrrr....

Recently almost every day, I could hear moving furnitures, even at the wee hours of the night (like even 4am!!) Scary right. Heard that there's a new family moving in. Argh fcuking piece of shit. So annoying....!!!

The noise pollution had made my mood even worse now.

1:47 PM

I think I have some slight problems reading the clock time. I was sleeping when I opened my eyes to look at the time. Thinking that it was only 8am plus, I went back to sleep although I felt that I'm quite energetic enough to wake up. After awhile, I opened my eyes again to look at the time, and suddenly it's 4pm!

At first I thought that the clock has malfunctioned or that my minutes of sleep had become the longest sleep I've ever had. Lol. No wonder I was feeling energetic. Ahh stupid sia.

I'm used to sleeping late and waking up late the next day already and can't change back to normal sleeping time. Sighs, unless I'm working or else this will become my routine everyday for now.

I think I'm going to rot at home to death soon. Somehow recently I felt a tinge of mild depression in me. It's a sort of feeling that's indescribable, maybe it's due to the months of slacking at home without doing anything useful.

I wanna go out and have a short vacation or something!! I need to relax and forget all these shit problems for now. Sighsss. Slacking too much at home is not nice afterall. It makes me feel like a useless thing. I don't wanna fall deeper into depression anymore. :(

5:53 PM

I dunno why but everytime I open hotmail on IE, it will hang for a 5 to 10 mins before I can even reply an email, sometimes even longer. It's really nerve wrecking that I feel like smashing my computer. Hotmail totally sucks, but the only 'good' thing about it is there's a notification pop up from msn informing me that I have a new mail. That's all. -.-

A while back, I had an uncontrollable craving to shop online. It's like an addiction, really. Whenever I'm online and had nothing much to do, I'd browse for shopping but I kept telling myself that I can't buy this and that. The urge is really strong and I had to keep fighting back the feeling. Tamade. Well, at least my addiction is harmless to other ppl, unlike smoking.

Received the jacket from online but like what I had expected, I don't really like it and had to sell it online. Tried to advertise it but there's a new rule implementation on that community that I must have at least one postive feedback from ppl who have bought from me, or else I can't advertise. It's like wtf?

If I just open a shop and haven't sell a single stuff yet, how the hell am I gonna get a positive feedback? From a ghost? Stupid. -.-

Anyway, I received the bb cream which I bought online. Hehe, too many stuffs I wanted and I can't help it. It's skinfood aloe sun bb cream, and I think that the tube looks kinda small to me. Gonna try it someday and see if it's really good as what the reviews said.

Ahh shucks, where am I suppose to find lobang for the IT fair? I need to find a job, like seriously. Those muthafarking job agents who disappeared should just go to hell. Grrr...

10:28 PM